Perhaps this is the thing that I wanted?

Hmm, I suddenly have some thoughts lately.. Do I still miss what I had last time? Like how close did I with some others. I know this is what i chosen, I can't turn back anymore. Hurting people isn't fun, is hurtful. Although I know I need to treasure what I have now, how can i get over with those? I'm really feeling so messy again this Tuesday.. Tuesday blueeee~

But, Lord Jesus always will lead us in our life. So I shouldn't think so much :) And I really no need to let myself to feel suffocation. Hmm, right? I have Lord Jesus :) Just live in Lord's way, and will lead us to the peace, I strongly believe . haha Just do whatever I feel is correct and happy! I just don't wanna let myself feel regret.

能夠遇見你
就算以後的日子可能嘗到心痛
還是謝謝你

This is the thing I wanna let you to know :) THANK YOU,C!